Ever evolving...

That's my life...ever evolving. Its great, its fantastic, its strange and occasionally exhausting. So many things are different since last time I posted anything.

First, I started my new job. Awesome!! I am working full time as the Office assistant at an internet company. So, no I'm not doing anything with computers except checking email and ICQ. I've been here for two weeks now and I think I am really going to like it. I'm not doing the same thing over and over again. Everyday, its something new. Which is awesome because I get bored rather quickly.

I have moved out of my former residence. Not really by choice, more forced too. We had a fire about three weeks ago. Nothing in our apartment was lost to fire but lots of water(nasty putrid water), smoke and a caved in ceiling were what ruined most of my things. It was a bit hard for me at first. Not that I thought my world was ending. It was just one of those little bumps in the road that you just throw your hands up in the air and say ENOUGH!

It seems like every year or so something huge happens. Now, its not always a bad thing. Some are good things, awesome in fact. However, its that roller coaster of emotions that really burn me out. It also seems that when something really good happens, something shitty follows right behind. The past few years have been like that. I would be more happy to just be than to be extremely happy and elated and then come crashing down. Sounds ass backwards...but I guess its one of those self-preservation things.

Realizing that I over analyze things is ..... well I'm not sure yet if its a release or is going to make me that much more messed up.

Politically...I apparently am all over the place. Which makes me think that its all useless. Some people think I'm a socialist. In theory, I guess I am. I do believe we all should have the basic human rights( i.e. food, shelter, health care, clothing and education). However, on the opposite end of the spectrum I am apparently a Libertarian. Go figure. Two of the most opposite things in the world. But that's me, evolving, changing and never what you think.

I love changing, learning new things, becoming the person that I want to be, not whats expected or how I was raised.